what do i do?

what do i do?
i call you my friend, but are you really? 
we never seem to come to agreement.
every time i speak you slam me.
whenever i ask you something your response makes my heart hurt. 
would it really make a difference to you if i was not in your life?
i feel like every time i ask you how you truly are, you just say fine.
how can someone so shallow be my friend?
how come even though i have known you longer than any friend here you are the least closest to me? 
have i ever done anything to cause our relationship to rip?
they say opposites attract...but that is definitely not true for us.

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